Compendiums of Moment

Moment - An Adult

2011-09-27T08:58:00.009+08:00

An adult is someone who see life as fun.
As an overgrown kid.
A person who can face the children with a smile.
They laugh and have fun for the sake of making the
children envious of being a grown up.
To teach them that life can fulfill desire.

With this song I sum it all up,

Samy Deluxe - Eines Tages

Oh ja, ich war schon arm
Und war schon reich
Dachte alles ändert sich
Das meiste blieb gleich
Ich wollte das Spotlight
Und wollte den Fame
Dann hat ich ihn und wünschte
Mich würd keiner erkenn'
Ich war schon oben
Und war schon unten
Hab überall mein Glück gesucht
Und nirgens gefunden
Und hab gelernt
Egal was ich hab, es ist nie das, was ich will
Nie das, nie das....doch

Eines Tages, werd ich wieder glücklich, weil
Ich weiß
Irgenwann wirds besser sein
Eines Tages
Wird mein Traum zur Wirklichkeit
Und ich bin endlich mit mir selbst im Rein'
Eines Tages werd ich wieder glücklich, weil
Ich weiß
Irgendwann wirds besser sein
Eines Tages, oh eines Tages

Und ja ich war schon hier
Und war schon da, Mitte,
Der Ort ist egal
Ich komm' auf mich selber nicht klar
Ich wollte die Groupies
Und immer mehr Fraun
Dann hat' ich so viele
Ich konnt keiner mehr traun'
Ich war in Beziehung
Hab gewünscht, dass ich frei bin
Dann war ich wieder solo
Fühlte mich so alleine
Und hab gelernt
Egal was ich hab, es ist nie das, was ich will
Nie das, nie das....doch

Und ich wollte immer so viele Optionen
sprich Möglichkeiten
Aber als sie dann da waren
Fiels so schwer mich zu entscheiden
Wieso denn nur dieses oder jenes?
Ich wollt' eigentlich n' bisschen von beidem
Doch scheinbar geht das nicht
Und genau davon rede ich:
Denn manchmal ist es schwer
Und manchmal auch leicht
Und manchmal musst du warten
Manchmal krichst dus auch gleich
Und manchmal bekommst dus
Doch willst es nicht mehr
Denn du jagst schon dem nächsten schönen Traum hinterher
Und sogar wenn du all den Ruhm, Erfolg und das Geld kriegst
Nützt dir das nix, solang' du nicht im Rein' mit dir selbst bist
Dann wirst du sehn'
Egal was du hast, es ist nie das, was du willst
Nie das, nie das....doch

Eines Tages, werd ich wieder glücklich, weil

Ich weiß
Irgenwann wirds besser sein
Eines Tages
Wird mein Traum zur Wirklichkeit
Und ich bin endlich mit mir selbst im Rein'
Eines Tages werd ich wieder glücklich, weil
Ich weiß
Irgendwann wirds besser sein
Eines Tages, oh eines Tages

Translation

Oh yes, I was already poor
And was already rich
Thought everything changes
Most stayed the same
I wanted the spotlight
And wanted to Fame
Then I wished him and
Nobody would recognize me '
I was already up
And was already below
've Looked everywhere for my happiness
And nirgens found
And I have learned
No matter what I did, it's never what I want
Never, never ... but das.

[Hook]
One day, I'll be happy again, because
I know
At some will be better
Someday
Will my dream to reality
And I'm finally with myself in the pure '
One day I'll be happy again, because
I know
Some time will be better
Someday, oh someday

[Part 2]
And yes, I was already here
And was there, mid,
The place does not matter
I do not come clear to myself
I wanted the groupies
And more and more Fraun
Then, 'I have so many
I could no longer traun '
I was in relationship
've Wished that I am free
Then I was single again
I felt so alone
And I have learned
No matter what I did, it's never what I want
Never, never ... but das.

[Hook]
One day, I'll be happy again, because
I know
At some will be better
Someday
Will my dream to reality
And I'm finally with myself in the pure '
One day I'll be happy again, because
I know
Some time will be better
Someday, oh someday

[Part 3]
And I always wanted as many options
ie opportunities
But as they were then as
Feels so hard to me to decide
How come only this or that?
I want to 'actually' n bit of both
But apparently that is not
And that is exactly what I'm talking about:
Because sometimes it's hard
And sometimes slightly
And sometimes you have to wait
Sometimes even the same mode teal
And sometimes get dus
But it no longer want
Because even after you chase the next dream beautiful
And even if you get all the fame, success and money
The benefits you nothing, 'you not clean' as long as're with yourself
Then you'll see '
No matter what you have, it's never what you want
Never, never ... but das.

[Hook]
One day, I'll be happy again, because
I know
At some will be better
Someday
Will my dream to reality
And I'm finally with myself in the pure '
One day I'll be happy again, because
I know
Some time will be better
Someday, oh someday

Moment - Long Hiatus

2011-09-27T08:53:00.002+08:00

Well, been busy for past 2 years and forgotten about this blog entirely( forgot the password and username) ahahaha. But well, will update when I feel like it :) and to Yue I still alive and tq :)

Moment - New Beginning

2009-11-10T17:24:00.005+08:00

Well,short update on my life, first, I am still alive and kicking.

Second, Got 2 good news, Yue getting married and me getting new job.

I wonder what a good wedding gift for marriage.

Worry not.

For now, I dedicated this song for her, be happy always Yue :) don't get fat.

Hartes ciel, melenas walasye (Beloved World, Beloved People)
Lyrics: Nao Hiyama
Vocals and Chorus: Haruka Shimotsuki
Composition: Haruka Shimotsuki
Arrangement: Ken Nakagawa

Hitorikiri de aruita atarimae no mainichi
Kakomareta sekai wo kowasanu youni ikiteta

Kagami ga utsusu no wa usotsuki no egao
Kokoro no kumori wo sakasama ni

Takusan no hitotachi yukikau sora no shita de
Jibun wo mamoru tame kagi wo kakete ikiteta

Sonna watashi ga ima shitta shiawase wa
Ude wo nobashitara todoku mono

Tobira no mukougawa senobi wa iranai
Arinomama no kotoba de katarikakeyou

Soshite kono sekai e koko de au hito e
Hana wo tabeneta ai no uta wo okurou

Taisetsuna dareka to yorokobi tomoni sureba
Kakomareta sekai ga itsu no manika hirogaru

Hitomi ga utsusu no wa hontou no egao
Kokoro no naka made hiraitara

Takusan no hitotachi ikusen no omoitachi
Me ni suru kagayaki wo ryoute de dakishimetai

Keshite watashi dake no tokubetsu dewa naku
Daremo ga kanjiru hazu no koto

Tobira no kochiragawa senobi wa iranai
Arinomama no kotoba de wakariaeruyo

Dakara kono sekai to koko de au hito to
Hana wo tabeneta ai no uta wo utaou

Tokiniwa surechigai (Tokiniwa wakaremichi)
Senaka wo muke nagara (Namida kakushi nagara)
Kenka mo suru keredo (Kirai to iu keredo)
Itsudemo omotteru (Anata wo shinjiteru)

Saezuru toritachi ni (Habataku toritachi ni)
Kimochi wo tsutaetai (Sunao ni tsutaetai)
Hanashita te no hira ga (Hanareta kokoro ga)
Asu wa tsunagaru you (Asu wa majiwaru you)

Sore wa yume no naka no maboroshi dewa naku
Negai tsudzuketara todoku mono

Tobira no kochiragawa senobi wa iranai
Arinomama no watashi de katariaouyo

Soshite kono sekai to koko de au hito to
Hana wo tabeneta ai no uta wo utaou
Lalala...

English Lyrics

I walked alone, day after day
The world surrounding me kept existing the same way

The smiling faces of liars are reflected in the mirrors
Reversing the clouds inside my heart

Many people wandering under the sky
To protect themselves, they live a life locked in

The "me" of the past is now a known happiness
Something I can touch if I reach out with my arms

At the other side of the gate, I don't need to overdo it
Let us talk with words of truth

Thus, to this world, to the people I meet
Let us express the song of love that tied the flowers together

If I share my happiness with someone precious
The surrounding world will, before we know it, extend further

The smiling faces of truth are reflected in my eyes
If I open my heart

Many people with thousands of thoughts
I want to embrace the radiance in their eyes with my hands

Never am I just someone special
Everyone certainly feels the same way

At the other side of the gate, I don't need to overdo it
We can understand each other with words of truth

Thus, with this world, with the people I meet
Let us sing the song of love that tied the flowers together

Sometimes we may disagree (Sometimes we may take different paths)
While we turn our backs to others (While we try to hide our tears)
We may quarrel, but (We may say bad things, but)
We always think about others (I always believe in you)

The singing birds (The soaring birds)
I want them to express my feelings (I want them to express my true thoughts)
So that our parted hands (So that our separated hearts)
May be tied (May meet again tomorrow)

There is no illusion in my dreams
If I continue to keep my wish

At the other side of the gate, I don't need to overdo it
Let us meet and talk with my true self

Thus, with this world, with the people I meet
Let us sing the song of love that tied the flowers together
Lalala...

Moment - Life Lesson 101

2009-07-03T20:03:00.000+08:00

Always give SIGNAL

Moment - My Love

2009-06-27T14:44:00.002+08:00

From K-On

"My love is stapler, brush and ballpoint"

if it were me, I add keyboard and paper too.

"My love is stapler, brush, ballpoint, paper and keyboard"

pretty deep isn't it? :) ahahaha

Moment - Vegetarian and Meat Eater( me)

2009-06-07T19:49:00.002+08:00

This is not an argument against vegetarian, but rather an argument against another person that annoy me.

I am a carnivore, I eat meat regularly. I don't eat vegetable much because I count that as cruelty to plant. Why I am only eat meat rather than vegetable? Its the same reason as why a vegetarian only eat vegetable.

am I a hypocrite? yes, to a certain degree. :)

Moment - Moral And Game

2009-05-18T20:52:00.004+08:00

Moral to be adhered;

never tell your best friends anything you wouldn't want your worst enemy to know.

To play the game of relationship jealousy, the couple must possess 3 important aspects:

1. Both are equally have very keen mind(wise) enough to understand the game, to notice it when it happen, and to reply it with witty comeback CHEERFULLY, both by the intended receiver and giver.

2. Not take heart with it. Most of the time it is usually not serious enough to destroy a VERY SECURE relationship, unless taken to the extreme, advisable not to.

3. Do LOVE each other, playing the game with no malicious intention.

- if you do not possess the quality above, PLEASE don't even try it, aftermath usually guaranteed ugly.

- this game only for keen minded man and woman only. Not for dense couples. Repeat, not for DENSE couples. You know who you are.

* The reward for this game, Rock Solid relationship. Big risk, big reward.

Moment - Racism

2009-04-21T23:47:00.004+08:00

"If you do find someone who does not even have a tiny speck of vile thing called [RACIST] in that person heart, either against something, somebody, religion, races, opinion and color, do tell me, excluded newborns to 13 years old children in this third millennium , I will show you how to make gold with grass."

"If you do think that racism can be eliminated, I will show you a flying hippo"

"Racism can be tolerated and accepted to a certain degree but cannot be eliminated. Eliminating racism is the paragon of human delusion"

"If you think extra terrestrial will come down to earth and not mass genocide us after studying our world histories, I will show you how to jump to Alpha Centauri with warp hole. We can't even get along with ourselves in this freaking tiny speck of dust called earth, in the edge of freaking milky way galaxy, and you expect us to get along with entirely different species? Humor me."

"Everyone is a hypocrite to a certain degree, if you ask me. Even hate is racism in its simplest form"

Moment - Ponder

2009-04-14T23:07:00.002+08:00

A fully human life is not a reflective existence but an acting one...

Moment - Democracy of Something

2009-04-14T23:03:00.003+08:00

There is always enough room for democracy of feelings, perceptions and ideas.

The question is, can you be fair?

Moment - Essence of A Leader

2009-04-14T22:56:00.004+08:00

This I found in a book, but forgot which one ;

A Leader :

Learn as much as you can,as quickly as you can and share your knowledge aggressively. Expand your network of people who share your values and connect as many of them with each other as possible.

And perhap most important, be as openly human as you can be and find the courage to express genuine emotion in the harried , pressure - filled world of work.

Moment - I, Me, Myself

2009-04-14T22:50:00.003+08:00

I am a person who has calculated yet abstract mind.
For example, if I see a trap, I can choose either to fall for the trap,
or not to fall to the trap.
Yet, I am not stupid,
but rather listen only to myself,
asking myself what I want to do,
or what I will do.

Moment - Lakota Shaman

2009-04-14T22:44:00.004+08:00

"Only human beings come to a point where they no longer know why they exist. They don't use their brains and they have forgotten the secret knowledge of their bodies, their senses or their dreams"

- Lakota Shaman

Moment - Views

2009-04-14T22:38:00.003+08:00

No two people see the world exactly alike. So share your views. It cost nothing and you may gain something interesting. :)

Moment - Praise

2009-04-12T21:39:00.001+08:00

A Praise is like chewing gum. Good to chew and enjoy for a while but not good if swallowed. :)

Moment - Shikata Akiko ~Harmonia~

2009-04-12T21:25:00.002+08:00

Shikata Akiko, well, I adore her voice :) If you are lucky enough, get this album. Its worth every penny. Well at least by people who able to listen to this genre of music.

Moment - LIFE GUIDES

2009-03-19T12:31:00.003+08:00

Inside contain comprehensive guides on how to stay alive, being alive, make life or just be alive. Also added, on tips how to end life painlessly. Get it now, call 1-800- Alive-. Order now to get free painkiller.

Moment - Eternity

2009-02-26T10:54:00.003+08:00

Of all the living,
Where there lies no forever,
You ask me why?

Even tree live longer than me,
Asking me that infinite question,
Where the answer beyond my finite knowledge.

Asking what beyond human realm,
Longing for eternity,
Lamenting on what is cannot.

And what do you do?
If given the chance of eternity?
Where only desperation and regret wait?

Human are fragile,
Searching for what is cannot,
Hoping the impossible.

Lies in their heart a bottomless abyss,
Falling slowly,
Dreaming of flying away with wing of miracle.

Running away ,
From desperate reality,
Hoping to escape.

And thus so far,
Who am I?
I am You, a reflection of a finite existent.

Moment - GIFT

2009-02-23T21:18:00.002+08:00

A true gift is when both the Giver and the Receiver feel happy. :)

Moment - Love

2009-02-06T23:22:00.002+08:00

A funny way to answer when people ask you this:

What is Love?

my answer -

Love is like pornography, I don't know how to describe it, but I know when I see it :)

Back to serious thing then,

Parents, receiving love from their children is the best gift they can have from their children. For parents asking more than that is just being plain greedy.

Moment - Secret

2009-01-24T12:53:00.002+08:00

A human worth is depending on how many secret they keep. The more secrets a human keep, the lesser their worth.

True to its meaning, the less secret a human keep, the more he worth.

Don't ask me why, but that the way it is.

Moment - SIGN

2008-12-15T19:50:00.002+08:00

Really, nothing else to say.

Moment - Stupidity

2008-11-18T15:00:00.004+08:00

There is no such thing as stupid question, only stupid people.

If you do find the cure for stupidity, you deserve a nobel prize :)

Moment - True Peace

2008-11-16T16:44:00.002+08:00

People have different definition to what peace are but for me there is only one way to signify one true peace...

That is, the only tears human shed is tears of joys or happiness.

Can we do that? Is it possible? That I do not know.

What I do know, as long we are human, there will be no peace on earth, possibly for eternity.And yet as long we are human we are given option to change that but well.... only God know when.

Moment - Contradiction

2008-11-16T16:38:00.002+08:00

We live in a world where everything change. There are 2 contradictory ways of living yet true to its meaning.

First, is to be kind to people but trust no one.

Second, trust everyone but not be kind to them.

Very few adhere to the third living philosophy

Trust everyone and be kind to everyone without fail and unconditionaly.

Moment - Yeah, Right

2008-10-30T08:04:00.003+08:00

2 word that give the meaning "to agree", but when used together denote big fat "NO".

Interesting isn't it :)

Moment - Jealousy

2008-10-14T01:51:00.002+08:00

Jealousy isn't a sign that you love me more, it's a sign that you trust me less.

a stellar heart of one trust is better than a bottomless abyss of one distrust.

One cannot make another heart like one have, other heart has its own purpose and destiny.

As a heart of radiant, the most difficult gift you can share to me is your total trust.

As it for me too. And if we are able to do that, we have move beyond boundaries of love and hate.

That is the true heart of power.

Moment - I am mortal

2008-09-27T09:48:00.000+08:00

I am mortal

Getting old,

experiencing sadness and happiness for the world.

Smiling for what it can offer and not regreting of what it cannot give.

A thank to God for another year of life, in short human lifetime.

A humble mere weak mortal prayer of eternal gratitude to Him.

Moment - 27

2008-09-23T21:33:00.001+08:00

Moment - This kind of person

2008-09-17T01:45:00.000+08:00

"This kind of person". Such elegant explanation phrase.

When people ask me why I am doing something really odd,

its because I am this kind of person.

Why do I need to explain something that is ordinary to me but odd to other people when they don't understand it in the first place? To clarify things?

nah, don't need to. Why,you ask?

I am this kind of person. Such simple explanation is good for 2 things,

1. Its interesting
2. I am lazy.

As long as I am not breaking any law or committing sins, that sufficient enough.

Well, because I am this kind of person.

Moment - When I see the world

2008-09-10T00:29:00.000+08:00

When I see war, I see the sadness of the world.

When I see peace, I see the calmness of the world.

When I see people, I see the essence of the world.

When I see the cloud, I see the miracle of the world.

When I see the star, I see the endlessness of the world.

When I see the ocean, I see the vastness of the world.

When I see the forest, I see the happiness of the world.

When I see the desert, I see the harshness of the world.

When I see the tundra, I see the coldness of the world.

When I see another me, I see the happiness of the world.

When I see the children, I see the future of the world.

But When I see myself, I see an enigma of the world.

Moment - Cruel

2008-09-08T02:36:00.000+08:00

There is a time being cruel is a greater kindness than being kind.

And there is time where being kind sometime is crueller than being cruel.

How ironic it is to find both are related to each other,

As if they are meant for each other.

Moment - Living

2008-09-08T02:32:00.000+08:00

Living is wonderful and colourful,

and yet living is painful.

Moment - Action and Consequences, does it matter?

2008-07-07T19:26:00.000+08:00

Even if you do save the world 6th times in a row, when someone hate you, they will still find some wrong on that action of yours. What you can do?

Nothing, just give one big smile :)

Moment - Opinion

2008-07-07T19:25:00.000+08:00

Everybody have opinion. Do what you think is right.

Moment - Enemy

2008-05-31T11:25:00.000+08:00

I am the same as my enemy.

Both have something to protect,

something to fight for,

something to die for,

something to honor,

something that we are willing to sacrifice,

and more importantly, we both want to survive.

Even with different ideals,

different agendas,

different minds,

different situation,

we are same in equally manner.

Moment - Feeling

2008-05-13T01:44:00.000+08:00

Anyone free to be in love the person that you deeply loved,

After all, that is not your business to decide another person feeling,

The question lies on, what the person you love feeling are?

Besides, do you have confident that the person you love, love you or not?

So, what is your heart telling you :)

Moment - Transient

2008-05-08T19:19:00.000+08:00

What is in “sanity” define “insanity”?

What is in hypocrite that defines kindness?

Moment is destiny….well, almost…

Human are already immortal, well the soul that is.

Moment - Philosophy

2008-04-23T03:03:00.001+08:00

what does it mean for something to exist ?

Its the same thing with non-existent, what you believe and what you don't believe.

Philosophy is good for 2 thing,
1. To show that you maybe know more than other person.
2. To show that you know little about anything at all.

After all that time on earth, I can say, Human have just completed level 1. How annoying is that if I am in rpg. Then again what say you ^^ Its not what I think. Its what you believe.

Confirmation of existent, can u or can u not?

Its like this, can you confirm your own existent without somebody else?Can you confirm that you are in the real reality but not a dream?Can you confirm the reality yourself? You confirm somebody else or something else existent. And somebody else will confirm your existent. Its a human believe system that confirm existent. Now tell me, do I exist or I am only a bot in this net world?Which one do you believe in? I can try to sway you into believing me or I may not be able to. Its all fall down to your choices. Human cannot change other human soul,if you believe there is one.Existent is an enigma. Its there but its not. Its real but at the same time it is not. I cannot answer what is existent other that I believe something is exist. Death is exist and yet it is not. You cannot be alive and dead at the same time.War is example of enigma. Peace is also an enigma. Life is enigma. Its your choice to choose what is real and what is not.Life is almost binary, its either 1 or 0. Confirm or not. Yes or no. Yet life have one thing that binary don't have. Paradox.For those who believe there is God, only Him can tell the exact answer. For those who not, what do you believe in?And of course,for me though, I take life as a story. I like collecting other people story and getting into their shoes. Do not take life so d*** seriously. You will never figure it out anyway. Might as well go with the flow and adjust when needed.

About "Nothing"

"nothing" is pointless, everything that happen have its own reason to be happening. There is no such thing as coincidence in this world. Philosophy is man way to express their humanity.I think the matrix have ask almost every able question that been asked here. Choices, reality, death, existent. Most of all, what is to be a human being.Unfortunately,I can't agree with we can confirm our own existent. Let me take away your memory, your logic and your sense.Memory is created by interaction with an entity. Logic is also interaction of an entity. Let put myself into a world where is only nobody but me. I don't know what I am,who I am, using self "logic" that I do not know whether its true or not. We learn about logic from interaction and confirming with other entity.Then,after some time, I accept I am something, but what?What am I? Why I am here?What is my origin?. Unfortunately, I do not have time to answer that question with my limited lifespan as a human. I will never know the "nearest" truth without intervention and will not know the "exact" truth myself even with intervention. Meh, life is like manga, its like a book with a compendium of moments. Fill that book up with enough moment, voila, we got a person. Even death has its own moment.about choosing, our fate cannot be changed, but our destiny can be changed. How you do it depend on your situation and how you handle that situation.For me, God will not change my destiny unless I am willing to change my own destiny myself.

Moment - Wind Of Change

2008-03-10T20:03:00.000+08:00

Well, there is interesting thing happening in my country right now. Some wind of change blowing over there. Well enough about that, Its monsoon season now in my area, with rain rain and yes,more rain.

Few days ago I pick up some new game for PC and PS2. Sins of Blood is good and suprisingly very efficient in RAM usage compare to any other game I know. Also picking up old skool game, Panzer Front, yeah yeah. This is what tank battle suppose to be.

Moment - My Smile

2008-02-09T00:38:00.000+08:00

A smile like spring,
Warm and bright as summer,
Mellow and soothing as fall,
Intriguing as winter.......my ideal woman :)

......it still need some work...lol,its doesn't sound right yet...

Moment - SEAMO Cry Baby

2008-02-02T14:50:00.000+08:00

I like this song :)

It have happiness aura in them. The rhythm is great and tacky. One of many song that make me smiling when listening to it :)

Here is the lyric;
disclaimer ,the lyric is the owned by their respective owner. Its not mine. Its SEAMO.

SEAMO - Cry Baby Lyric

Yume ni mukatte boku hisshidatta
Umakuikanakute shipai bakka
Seken no ame wa
Tsumetakute dare nimo hon neienakute

Sou, omoeba itsumo bokuwa murini waratteta
Tsuyogatteta kiwohatteta Namida koraetteta

Oh oh Cry Baby kyou wa gamansezuni
Naitemi na omoikkiri Oh oh
Arai nagashite mireba
Sunao ni nareta

Nani wo yatte mo
nan doyatte mo
Omoi doorini ikanai yono nakayo

Tsuyogatte temo seikou wa zero
Umaku ikanaino kokoro fuanteiyo
Sonna tokikoso tachidomari
Hitome kinisezuni nakebaii

Tsugari wosuteyou ari no mama
Yowasa wo miseru no wo kowagaruna
Nayaminaiyouna ano oozora
Datte itsumo reiseijanaiyona

Kumode oowareru tokimo ari
Harekato omoeba toki ni doshaburi
Bokutachi to onaji
Sousanaku koto hazukashii koto janai

Naita ato wa soko ni
Hikari sasu ano oozora no youni
Sou, omoeba itsumo bokuwa murini waratteta
Tsuyogatteta kiwohatteta
Namida koraetteta

Oh oh Cry Baby kyou wa gamansezuni
Naitemi na omoikkiri Oh oh
Arai nagashitemireba sunao ninareta
Boku wa jinsei madanarai kake
Sudenibuchi atatteru takaikabe
Noboreyo noboreyo to aserudake
Dakedo mo aruno wa tobenai hane

Kara kawaretemo nonoshiraretemo
Jibun jishin no te wo shinjitemiteyo
Norari kurari tamani utai
Hitoride subete seou koto hanai

Mudana koto nado itsumo nai no sa
Subete no zasetsuni imi wa takusan
Aruyo aruyo dakara sukoshi zutsu
Jibun tagayashi hikari kagayakasu
Tooma warishite ruyoude kore ichiban no

Bokuni totte no nozomu chika michito

Shinji kyou mo aruiteku
Namida no kazu dake tsuyoku natteku
Sou, omoeba itsumo bokuwa murini waratteta
Tsuyogatteta kiwohatteta
Namida koraetteta

Oh oh Cry Baby kyou wa gamansezuni
Naitemi na omoikkiri
Oh oh Arai nagashitemireba sunao ninareta
Kore made aruitekita kono michi wa
Katakumo tsuyoku mo nai namidade

Nurete bakari
Dakedo mo aruitekita kotowa shinjitsu dakara Okorini omoeru youna jibun de iyou
Ue wo mukeba aoi oozora
Boku wo terashiteta
Tonari wo mireba itsumo darekaga

Sasaetekureteta

Oh oh Cry Baby kyou ha gaman sezu ni
Naitemi naomoikkiri
Oh oh Nagashita namida utsukushii
Sono namida de tsutaeru boku no ishi
Sou, omoeba itsumo bokuwa murini waratteta

Tsuyogatteta kiwohatteta
Namida koraetteta
Oh oh Cry Baby kyou wa gamansezuni
Naitemi na omoikkiri

Oh oh Arai nagashitemireba sunao ninareta
Yasashiku tsusunde kureru kaze
Arukara koegahibi kundane
Iyana koto atta toki wa ame ga
Arainagashite harerundane

Its a bit hard to follow and sing along,but worth it heh ;)Btw, its a theme song from Shin Chan hahaha.

Moment - Ar Tonelico Hymnos Concert

2008-01-29T13:37:00.000+08:00

For avid music lover like me , this compilation is treasure beyond word. The song are beautiful and deep. The music rhythm is astounding. These song are composed by Akira Tsuchiya, Ken Nakagawa and Daisuke Achiwa. I consider myself lucky able to find this album :)

List of Song from AR Tonelico : Melody of Elemia

* 謳う丘 - Harmonics EOLIA - / Expressive Hill - Harmonics EOLIA - by Akiko Shikata(my personal favourite :))
* つがう命の声 / Voice of Joined Lives by Akiko Shikata
* そよ風の思い出 / Memory of the Gentle Breeze by Yuuko Ishibashi
* York of Love by Yuuko Ishibashi

The Hymns

* EXEC_PURGER/.- AURICA extracting by Haruka Shimotsuki
* EXEC_PURGER/. - MISHA extracting by Akiko Shikata
* EXEC_LINKER/. by Haruka Shimotsuki
* EXEC_CHRONICLE_KEY/. by Akiko Shikata
* EXEC_SUSPEND/. by Noriko Mitose
* EXEC_RE=NATION/. by Haruka Shimotsuki
* EXEC_HARMONIUS/. by Akiko Shikata (Very nice heroic song)
* EXEC_RIG=VEDA/. by Noriko Mitose
* EXEC_PHANTASMAGORIA/. by Noriko Mitose, Haruka Shimotsuki and Akiko Shikata (This is the one must hear once in a lifetime)

Trust me on this, this compilation is a treasure worthy of rare musica collector. Unless you are not very fond of Japanese song, that is another story. The game is good but that what I want to emphasize here though. The musica blend is perfect with the background ambient and music amplifying their effect. And further more, most song usually composed of 2 or more singer singing them.

I can't wait for the second Hymnos concert from AR Tonelico 2. Already previewed EXEC_with.METHOD_METAFALICA (this song simply astounding), this could be another treasure for me to collect ;) 5 star from me :)

My deep respect and acknowledgment for the composers for this rare music.

Moment - Democracy and Valkyrie Profile:Silmeria

2008-01-26T13:00:00.000+08:00

These two games is really getting on my nerve. First is Democracy (i doubt i will be a good President or Prime Minister), managing a country is not my forte. Most country start with huge debt ..oooo and that the annoying part. I wonder why the past leader never get the debt lower before my turn. bleh.. The people are demanding, oh my goodness..Maybe Democracy is subliminal Dictatorship. :)

Valkyrie Profile : Silmeria, good game but depressing. After spending about 65+ hours, i can't even manage to beat the final boss....and the boss is CHEAP, really cheap. It should be me cheating instead of him though. Unluckily for me, Gameshark and Codebreaker don't work on this game.(my game).After all that leveling hours grinding, I can't even manage to beat him....what a sad life. Oh well, more level grinding to be done.

And Rufus dude, he is one poor pitiful guy. I pity him from the bottom of my heart, from the start of the game to the end, there is nothing if anything good ever happen to him. If I were him, I find a well and shout CURSES!!! with all my heart.A vessel,immortal ,castaway,lost his mother and gf,cant even live without a ring. I don't want to be in his shoe alright. It will shorten my lifespan just thinking about it.

"Immortality and wrinkles is a curse of unhappiness, so what is happiness? short lifespan and look young?" hahahaha

This game story is depressing enough with the environment amplify its loneliness. Its got beautiful depiction of beautiful places, oh how I wish i were at that place listening to my Ipod heh.

Later I will talk about some of my favorite song and hymns.

Moment - There is a first time in everything

2008-01-25T14:30:00.000+08:00

Smile :) Without any shame whatsoever, I welcome myself to blogger community :) Will setup this small place in few days. Let get crafty shall we :)